Monday, July 31, 2006
BITCH ASS.
do you realise your problems are the LEAST in the whole circle of friends can?
and YOU DONT EVEN HAVE THE RIGHT to complain.
i know i sound like
oh-my-tian-i'm-dying-of-some-dreadful-disease
BUT NEWFLASH:
YOU ARE NOT THE ONLY ONE WITH PROBLEMS.
so what if you cant chose between two guys.
so what if thie person u like dont like u?
SO IS THAT ALL YOUR LIFE'S ABOUT?
okay so if thats so. GO AHEAD, complain.
do u realise that NO ONE listens to you when u complain can?
do u realise everyoen jsut acts like they like you.
you know why?
BECAUSE
we are NICE people and we dont grumble over BITCHY and BIMBO problems like what u have.
when you are only like
hmm...lets see...
FOURTEEN
barely FOURTEEN can.
RETARDED BITCHY ASS HOLE JERK.
and the thing is
I'M NOT JEALOUS.
---------------------------
and the following is to another person.
so sorry i ranted on you.
and making ur good mood disappear.
and thanks for listening and sympathising.
yups.
and thanks for
pei-ing me.
-emotionally stressed.
8:12 PM
You scored as Psychology. You should be a Psychology major!
|
Psychology | | 92% |
| Philosophy | | 83% |
| Anthropology | | 83% |
| Mathematics | | 67% |
| English | | 67% |
| Sociology | | 67% |
| Journalism | | 50% |
| Linguistics | | 50% |
| Engineering | | 42% |
| Dance | | 42% |
| Theater | | 42% |
| Art | | 25% |
| Biology | | 25% |
| Chemistry | | 25% |
NOT BAD.
PHILOSOPHY and psychology. HAHA. i love those TWO.
more boliao things.
while waiting for quiz to load,
i shall blog about romeo and juliet. MODERN version.
ROMEO AND JULIET ARE SUPER LOSER.
cause its like romeo climb the wall until so cool. then go in and knock SUPER alot of stuff down. haha. so retarded can. then itslike juliet is even blinder than the band people can?
THATS pretty amazing how blind she can be.
thats why they die in the end.
THEY ARE BOTH LOSERS.
next quiz.
HOW WILL YOU DIE?
sadistic quiz lor.
| You scored as Natural Causes. |
|
| Your death will be by natural causes, though not by any diseaese, because that is another option on this test. You will probably just silently pass away in the night from old age, and people you love won't realize until the next morning, when you are all purple and cold and icky. So be happy, you won't be murdered. |
| Natural Causes | | 80% | | Gunshot | | 73% | | Cut Throat | | 60% | | Drowning | | 60% | | Stabbed | | 60% | | Bomb | | 47% | | Suicide | | 40% | | Suffocated | | 40% | | Posion | | 33% | | Disappear | | 27% | | Eaten | | 20% | | Accident | | 20% | | Disease | | 7% | |
|
wow natural causes.
=.=
i think i'm too bored thats why
these things appear on my blog.
| You scored as Swimming. |
|
| You should do swimming- the races themselves are fast-paced, and its a more individual sport than others. |
| Swimming | | 100% | | Tennis | | 92% | | Track | | 92% | | Basketball | | 83% | | Soccer | | 83% | | Softball | | 58% | | Field hockey | | 58% | | Football | | 50% | | Golf | | 33% | | Volleyball | | 33% | | Baseball | | 25% | | Ice Hockey | | 25% | | Lacrosse | | 17% | |
|
maybe it rubbed off from my weekly swimming lessons.
WHY MUST TENNIS BE ALAPHBETICALLY BEFORE TRACK?
huh? i want track FIRST.
okay thats lame. i think i'm WAYYY too bored.
whoever survived this post is someone with GREAT patience or stoned to death le.
like me.
as in BORED to death.
not get stones thrown at you until you die.
thats our choral night.
or whatever drama thingy.
-BORED.
6:32 PM
pissed. AGAIN.
FREAK
i'm pissed at her cause
(1) she's such an asshole
(2) i hate it when she talks to me and makes me sound DUMB.
(3) she thinks she owns the WHOLE ENTIRE world.
ANOTHER FREAK
walao. who does she thin she is la. YOU CANT CONTROL EVERYONE and manupilate their brains you know. if you are even capable of understanding psychology. dont u realised EVERYONE thinks that you are such a jerk. yes and i know SEOM teachers like you but PLEASE LA c'mon. you are NTO cool. just a person who flirts ALOT and throws yourself at guys. even those you meet on friendster.
TESTS and of all the retarded subjects we can have, its MUST be chinese. CULTURE. yes culture in CHINESE. super retarded can?
-pissed.
5:51 PM
Sunday, July 30, 2006
changed my skin today. haha LOVE hawKs skins.
i decided to blog today. yes,
cause i was pissed off. read WAS.
but i dont know why i was pissed le.
which is totally RETARDED.
okay week 6 is HECTIC. and i realised physics sia is due soon. and we havent even STARTED.
wk 6 got FOUR tests.
and of all the retarded subjects in the world,
it MUST be chinese culture.
china map, tian gan di zhi.
and dunno what.
win liao lor.
totally win liao lor.
best of luck to strings and their performance on tuesday.
and kexin stop saying that i can do it de.
everytime also lor.
make until mel so pissed at me and quinza le.
TSKK.
yes and i must prac more.
for both piano and eupho.
must jiayou for BAND.
i MUST play nat anthem soon.
cause euphos need more people.
and we cant let our DEAR SL and BOSS down.
-randomness
8:20 PM
Friday, July 28, 2006
okay so basically WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?
HUH?
so you can criticise people. and people cant criticise you?
you throw yourself at people and then you just leave them hurt and confused, left behind?
you can hurt people but people cant "hurt" YOU?
you think people are all hypocrites while you are not one?
who are you actually?
you think the whole entire universe owes you a living?
NEW FLASH: the whole entire universe
does NOT owe anyone a living. much less YOU.
got that?
you are not the centre of the universe. and when you read this. DONT GO: i'm so hurt by blahblahblah.."
OH C'MON
who would be so stupid. please.
you cheat people.
you dont appreciate the things people do for you.
and SOEMONE does not owe you money.
and your "friends" dont have to liek EVERY SINGLE PERSON that you like.
not like we all love you.
so you think you are always right?
NEWS FLASH: NO.
and SO WHAT? if we want to do stuff that you dont like.
(1) we dont owe you anything
(2) you have no rights to control us.
(3) you are a HUGE BIG hypocrite.
(4) stop trying to suck up. okay so if your cca people think you are cool? WE DONT.
(5) and no amount of seniors you know are going to help your insensitivity towards others.
(6) you must be blind to see that EVERYONE cant stand you and everyone just acts nice to make you HAPPY.
-pissed.
6:41 PM
Thursday, July 27, 2006
today during sabbats was too boring so val was like chatting with cai on gmail things la.
then
you all know the emotion -_-ll ?
val typed :
_-_ll
win liao lor.
10:35 PM
i realised manga is so stereotypical. yups. cause everyone looks almost the same.
girls have HUGE eyes and non existent noses and small mouths.
guys have weird hair and non existent noses too and small mouths too.
isnt it all so NORMAL.
its like everyone thinks that girls should have this certain image and certain features and guys should be this and that to be goodlooking.
even the dictionary defines goodlooking as:
Of a pleasing or attractive
appearance; handsome.
whats the point la. if everyone thinks goodlooking is this, whats the point of achiveing inner beauty?
make yourself look more beautiful on the outside? PLEASE.
whats the point? tell me?
is apperance THAT important?
okay, so research shows that humans go for apperance first because its an instinct.
okay.
then if you go for looks SO MUCH, you are just IMMATURE.
if you havent noticed mroe mature people, as in people who are like 30+, they look for peoploe wiht a beautiful SOUL not abeautiful bod or face.
fine lor.
my msn is STILL not working.
-randomness
9:06 PM
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
so if everyone is here to help others, including ourselves.
so make that
if we are here to help others, what are the others here for?
10:16 PM
so bored nowadays.
zzzzzzzzz
okay lor nothing funny, nothing lame, nothing retarded, nothing psycho.
WHAT TO BLOG ABOUT?
so i decided to put a question here.
(a+b+c)� = a�+b�+c� - abc
WHY?
someone please help me? I DONT UNDERSTAND.i realised that thing was all wrong. =X i worked it out half way and i realised it was NO WHERE near the answer that SOMEONE gave to me.
=.=llll
put a new question here.
how does hand spastsim come about?
oh i FINALLY can play national anthem 3rd bar le. HAHA thanks and kudos to KEXIN.
- o.o-fied
7:05 PM
Monday, July 24, 2006
went to wikipedia
then search nanyang gils high school.
then
Nanyang Girls' High School is a premier all-girls four year
secondary school in
Singapore. It participates in the
Integrated Programme with
Hwa Chong Institution (formed by the merger of
Hwa Chong Junior College and
The Chinese High School) under the Hwa Chong Affiliate Programme. It also offers an internal
Gifted Education Programme, the Art Elective Programme, the Higher Music Programme, Bicultural Programme and the Secondary 3 End Of Year Programme.
It has been consistently ranked as one of the top among secondary schools in Singapore in the official annual school rankings published by the
Ministry of Education.
The current principal is Mak Lai Ying. Famous alumni include the former First Lady of Singapore,
Ling Siew May.
win liao lor. EVERYTHING also HWACHONG. sucks.
Manga symbols
The following is a non-exhaustive and incomplete list of artistic conventions used in mainstream manga and their place of origin.
A white cross-shaped bandage symbol denotes pain.
A large sweat-drop on the side of the face denotes embarrassment or exasperation.
A scribble on the cheek shows injury.
A red cheek denotes embarrassment or blushing.
A throbbing vein, sometimes comically simplified to an "+" shape on the head, represents anger or irritation.
A balloon dangling from one nostril indicates sleep.
Hammerspace.
A common artistic pun are nosebleeds, usually caused by shocking sights - especially those with a sexual undertone.
There are many eye symbols such as love-hearts, crosses, and spirals.
A character suddenly falling onto the floor is a typically humorous reaction to something ironic happening.
The pupils disappearing from the eyes, and the iris gaining a glass like glare smoothness denotes loss of conscious control because of possession (demon, zombie, magic, etc).
The eyes becoming huge and perfectly round with tiny pupils and no iris and going beyond the reach of the face, plus the mouth becoming like a stretched semicircle, the point of which extends past the chin, symbolises extreme excitement.
All facial features shrinking, the nose disappearing, the character lifting off the floor and the limbs being multiplied as if moving very fast symbolises panic; if the same but with larger facial features it symbolises comic rage.
Tear drops everywere indicate intense joy or sadness.
LAME LA.
9:16 AM
QUIZ!
1. Now, pick your birth month.
2. Strike out anything that doesn't apply to you.
3. Bold the five to ten points that best apply to you.
4. Copy to your own blog, with all twelve months.
JANUARY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Ambitious and serious. Loves to teach and be taught. Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses. Likes to criticize. Hardworking and productive. Sensitive and has deep thoughts. Knows how to make others unhappy. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Rather reserved. Highly attentive. Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds. Romantic but has difficulties expressing love. Loves children. Loyal. Has fair social abilities yet easily jealous. Very stubborn and money cautious.
FEBRUARY: Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Slow. Changing personality. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislikes unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Lazy. Realizes dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Tries to learn to show emotions.
MARCH: Attractive personality. Shy and reserved. Secretive. Naturally honest, generous and sympathetic. Loves peace and serenity. Sensitive to others. Loves to serve others. Easily angered. Hates noise. Appreciative and returns kindness. Observant and assesses others. Revengeful. Loves to dream and fantasize. Loves travelling. Loves attention. Hasty decisions in choosing partners. Loves home decors. Musically talented. Loves special things. Moody.
APRIL: Active and dynamic. Decisive and hasty but tends to regret. Attractive and affectionate to oneself. Strong mentality. Loves attention. Diplomatic. Consoling, friendly and solves people's problems. Brave and fearless. Adventurous. Loving and caring. Suave and generous. Emotional. Aggressive. Hasty. Good memory. Moving. Motivates oneself and others. Sickness usually of the head and chest. Sexy in a way that only their lover can see.
MAY: Stubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children. Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift.
JUNE: Thinks far with vision. Easily influenced by kindness. Polite and soft-spoken. Having ideas. Sensitive. Active mind. Hesitating, tends to delay. Choosy and always wants the best. Temperamental. Funny and humorous. Loves to joke. Good debating skills. Talkative. Daydreamer. Friendly. Knows how to make friends. Able to show character. Easily hurt. Prone to getting colds. Loves to dress up. Easily bored. Fussy. Seldom shows emotions. Takes time to recover when hurt. Brand conscious. Executive. Stubborn.
JULY: Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Does not take being insulted lying down. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Emotional temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Revengeful. Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things. Sensitive and forms impressions carefully. Strong sense of sympathy. Hardworking. Major difficulties in studying. Loves to be popular. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Likes to be quiet. Homely person. Looks for friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.
AUGUST: Loves to joke. Attractive. Suave and caring. Brave and fearless. Firm and has leadership qualities. Knows how to console others. Too generous and egoistic. Takes high pride in oneself. Thirsty for praises. Extraordinary spirit. Easily angered. Angry when provoked. Easily jealous. Observant. Careful and cautious. Thinks quickly. Independent thoughts. Loves to lead and to be led. Loves to dream. Talented in the arts, music and defense. Sensitive but not petty . Poor resistance against illnesses. Learns to relax. Hasty. trusty. Romantic. Loving and caring. Loves to make friends.
SEPTEMBER: Suave and comprimisng Careful, cautious and organized. Likes to point out people's mistakes. Likes to criticize.Stubborn. Quiet but able to talk well.Calm and cool. Kind and sympathetic. Does work well.Very confident. Sensitive. Loves to look for information. Must control oneself when criticizing. Able to motivate oneself. Understanding. Fun to be around. Secretive.Loves leisure and traveling. Hardly shows emotions.Tends to bottle up feelings. Very choosy, especially in relationships. Systematic.
OCTOBER: Loves to chat. Loves those who love him/her. Loves to take things at the center. Inner and physical beauty. Lies but doesn't pretend. Gets angry often. Treats friends importantly. Always making friends. Easily hurt but recovers easily. Daydreamer. Opinionated. Does not care of what others think .Emotional. Decisive. Strong clairvoyance. Loves to travel, the arts and literature. Touchy and easily jealous. Concerned. Loves outdoors. Just and fair. Spendthrift. Easily influenced. Easily loses confidence. Loves children
NOVEMBER:
Has a lot of ideas. Difficult to fathom. Thinks forward. Unique and brilliant. Extraordinary ideas. Sharp thinking. Secretive.
Inquisitive.
Knows how to dig secrets. Always thinking. Less talkative but amiable.
Brave and generous.
Patient.
Stubborn and hard-hearted.
If there is a will, there is a way. Hardly becomes angry unless provoked.
Loves to be alone.
Thinks differently from others. Sharp-minded.
Hardworking. High abilities. Trustworthy. Honest and keeps secrets. Not able to control emotions.
Unpredictable.
DECEMBER: Loyal and generous. Sexy. Patriotic. Active in games. Impatient and hasty. Ambitious. Influential in organizations. Fun to be with. Loves to socialize. Loves praises. Loves attention. Loves to be loved. Honest and trustworthy. Not pretending. Short tempered. Changing personality. Not egoistical. Take high pride in oneself. Hates restrictions. Loves to joke. Logical.
-do it if you want! enjoy!(;
8:30 AM
Sunday, July 23, 2006
There could be fog
Or maybe just a mist
And inexplicably I'll fade to white
Vanish, and be gone
Or it could be night
And I'll be darkly dressed,
Evading easy definition
And as your eye's distracted
By a falling leaf
I'll merge with restless shadows
And be gone
Then you will discover
What emptiness is
A space so hollow
Even its own walls are swallowed up
A quality of missing
So intense
A lack, a lack
Each hour more bottomless than the last
Until your heart cries out,
A howl of forfeiture
But it will be nothing
Ashen silence where I used to sing
And deafness
The howl must strike the right resonant frequency
A wail that echoes all to the ends of time
To fill the gaping void in whole, looping wavelengths
From the well of your soul, such loneliness
To make Siberian wolves hang heads for shame
In their convivial packs
Then, only then
Might you detect my footprints, indistinct
Marking the morning dew fall
Perhaps glimpse a puff of breath
in the cold, dawn air
You must utter
A howl so desolate, it
Jerks you from your sleep
To find me warm beside you on your pillow
And you will know how
Close you were to the brink
Of the abyss
-mentally STILL unstable
10:05 PM
CONGRATULATIONS and celebrations TO EVERYONE WHO PERFORMED AT NANYANG GLITTERS TO MAKE IT SUCH A SUCCESSFUL EVENT.
8:18 PM
Saturday, July 22, 2006
heard that the concert was GREAT.
JIAYOU NANYANG. we will do even better next time.
yes...BOLERO rocks now.
BUT
MY MSN IS NOT WORKING.
argh.....
I'M VERY PISSED.
yet happy because of concert.
o.o
told you i am mentally unstable.
8:00 PM
Friday, July 21, 2006
our maths lesson by ANNABELLE TEO LI PING. and maybe ME.
first 15 min:
greet teacher.
chiang talks about handing of homework.
tells us to take out stuff.
makes ppl stand if they nv bring.
then the next 15 min:
he talks a bit of rubbish.
next 30 min:
do some questions.
chiang goes around and looks at pro ppl(yijiao and kexin)'s answers then write on the board.
WHEN IS THIS GOING TO END?
okay.
this is the way he teaches:
"one plus one is two" turns to write.
turns around.
"one plus one is STILL two"
"CLASS remember that ONE PLUS ONE IS TWO"
then he flips his book.
then he goes on to a equally retarded question.
"ONE PLUS TWO IS THREE."
we try not to laugh.
okay this is a lame analogy.
HAHA
okay nothing to do lor.
i realised something.
OUR SCHOOL IS EVIL.
they want us to stay longer in school.
how?
the make the bell lagger everyday.
then its like at the beginning of term 3, the bell is about 1 min and 3 secs faster then the bell.
then now its like 1 min and 48 secs faster than the bell.
is it me or is it the clock doesnt move during physics?
i'm mentally unstable so i laugh at nothing in particular.
then janabel give me a weird look and laugh at me laughing in nothing in particular.
(okay if you can understand that,) i mean...
she is also laughing at nothing in particular.
which makes her mentally unstable TOO.
-mentally unstable.
10:24 PM
Thursday, July 20, 2006
SO HAPPY now. since i RANTED about 211. HA
i'm shenjingbing and mentally unstable.
so you can see why i can get from UTRA PISSED to very HAPPY in about 5 seconds.
and another example of me being mentally unstable is that i
just keep laughing at things which are not funny to keep myself awake during physics class.
and if you think thats normal its either
(1) you're not very awake.
(2) you are also mentally unstable so u also do that
most ppl eat sweets you know...but i LAUGH. good right? CHEAPER.
OKAY. tell me i win liao. xP
YAY.
I AM THE CHAMPION. and YOU ARE THE LOSER. of the (goes off key here) WORLDDDDDDDD.
=X
okay i know my singing sucks. HAHA. i will NOT play for some westlife song for TEACHERS DAY.
-mentally unstable.
8:43 PM
we LOST to 211. of all classes, 2-1-1. win liao lor. so sutpid la.
to quote them:
we know you're from a HigherMusic class but you dont have to repeat BEETHOVEN like so many times
WHATEVER do we look liek we friggin' care.
and YA. like u didnt mention the african orphans thing like FOUR times. we only mentioned beehotven liek TWO times. CANT YOU COUNT?
WHO ARE YOU 211?
some RELATIVE of the the fei1 zhou1 nan4 ming2? ASS HOLES.
dont know how to appreciate music then dont say la.
GO TRY TO COMPOSE LIKE BEETHOVEN.
like you can?
ASSHOLES.
and WHY CANT YOU JSUT APPRECIATE MUSIC. okay so your sports pro la.
SO WHAT?
not everything in life is about winning you know.
AND besides...
dont ever ask me to close the door and try to boock out the musicWHEN BAND IS PLAYING.
WE WORK HARD YOU KNOW?
you think track is THE CCA WITH THE BEST DISCIPLINE HUH?
get this:
we take attendance with "yes ma'am"
we have to run like ALOT if you touch other sections instru/drop mouthpiece/SLAM DOOR/pon cca.
DID YOU EVER RUN AT TRACK CAUSE YOU PONED CCA?
i didnt. and i poned ALOT. that the truth. JUST FREAKINGLY
SHUT UP.
AND I'M NOT A SORE LOSER. thankyouverymuch.-pissed.
8:22 PM
Wednesday, July 19, 2006
I BELIEVE I CAN FLYi believe i can fall and die.partially adapted from KEXIN.
9:44 PM
what are we doing? do you think life is so perfect. OKAY. fine. so what? its like please lor. we are BROUGHT up to be perfectionist and all that and to speak our mind. blahblahblah. BUT we still have to realise that words hurt more than physical wounds. i shall speak perfect english. and besides its so outofpoint lor. ARE WE SO PERFECT? that we have to want EVERY single thing in the world that is good?
and i shall be NICE and talk some crap
LATER
hahas. xP.
valerie GAY rui yi. is LAME. hahahahahahaha. xP. i'm not qian bian. i'm qian wen. xPval: WHATEVER. HA
ZHANG qianwen.oh YA. belle must prank call people more.
belle to ernest: (deep voice) OI HI. I'm ZIDANE, today meet 10pm at Kallang River play soccer ok? see you there ar!! 10pm at Kallang River.go there play water polo le.
val: KOPE FROM MY BLOG HUH.cause i'm pro ma.XP. okay. then still got chicken wing one.
belle to dont-know-who(must type and speak gd english. xP) : come to Tuas MRT to collect your TWELVE cartons of CHICKEN wings at 10 pm. OKAY. it is the result of boredom and nothing-to-do-ness. xP
same as the way i do things HA. like french, spanish and italian. HA.
so outofpoint. HAHA. i hate a certain SOMEONE. cause i have to write this super duper LONG thing for ms ong cause of this lor. FINE LOR. win liao lor. haha.
cai: shld not be jealous of val. HAHA. since she's reading anyway =X. JUST BE YOURSELF. yes and its so super clich� and all that but HA. its like everyone has their own set of problems but you shld try not to think that you are the worst. (koped from MSN convo history). yes. haha CHEER UP. and dont think too much.
ruimin: you're not stupid sia. please lor. HAHA. not everyone is cut for studying in this society.
about the debate thing.
maybe you shld try this. the higher you go, the harder you fall.
and when you hit rock bottom, MAYBE you would bounce back but oh well...its like people who have it easy their whole life like SOMEONE. should you be so sad?
okay lor. win liao lor.
-outofpointed;paranoidist
3:56 PM
Sunday, July 16, 2006
not everything is about MONEY you know.
i dont learn music for the sake of PURE money and a career. i learn it for the sake of enjoying music. its much better then you think.
and i DONT live in a lala-fantasy-world. and i realise that money is important too BUT music, although its a career choice for me, is NOT what i'm depending on for money. i dont want to associate a pure thing like music with the ugliness of the world. PLEASE. yes. and i DONT really want you to start all over again. and i dont freamingly care who reads this okay?
ziyan: i shall try to crap more (:
deb: (:(: i also like it.
peisan: my maths is not pro lor. haha. kexin's maths proer.
7:54 PM
Saturday, July 15, 2006
[ ] You listen to death metal.
[x] You listen to a mix of Alternative and Metal.
[ ] You wear mainly black.
[x] You have had 10 or more fights with yourparents.
[ ] You own a pair of chained pants.
[x] You've cried yourself to sleep
[x] You do or used to think about suicide.
[x] You've actually attempted suicide.
[x] You've cut yourself.
[x] You've screamed so loud at the top of yourlungs your throat hurt.
Total: 7
[ ] You're constantly worried what other peoplethink.
[ ] You're a transvestite.
[ ] You own at least one metal CD.
[ ] You buy clothes from Hot Topic.
[x] You'd rather be someone else.
[ ] You wear heavy black eyeliner.
[ ] Even with your friends your quiet and sad.
[x] You cry every day.
[x] You cry every week.
[ ] You'd never be seen in pink
[ ] You take drugs.
[ ] You smoke cigarettes
Total: 3
[x] Right this second you want to die
[ ] Your walls are black.
[ ] You've attempted to starve yourself. [ i like food. ALOT.]
[ ] You've dyed your hair black.
[ ] You've dyed your arm hair
[ ] Your computer is full of gothic symbols.
[x] You sometimes feel like the whole world isagainst you
[x] You stay up late.
[ ] Your family couldn't care less about you.
[ ] You only leave your room to pee and eat.
[ ] You drink alcohol alot.
Total: 3
[ ] You wear long sleeves in the summer
[ ] You get called emo/scene often
[x] At least once a month you shrivel up in thecorner and cry.
[ ] You wear spikes.
[ ] You wear chains.
[ ] You wear band tees.
[ ] You own merchandise of The Used.
[ ] You own a death metal CD.
[x] You own a regular metal CD.
[x] Your myspace is black.
total: 3
[x] You hate your siblings.
[x] You could care less about your looks.
[ ] You wish you were skinnier.
[ ] You go into mosh pits.
[x] Your hair is currently black. [lol. alwaays been]
[ ] You own arm cuffs
[ ] You pray to the devil
[x] You own at least 2 shirts with sayings.
[ ] You like the taste of blood.
[ ] You welcome the sight of blood.
Total: 4
GRAND TOTAL: 20x2=40
yeppiie. i am only 40% depressed.
another one
1. Can you tap dance?
no
2. Do you own a pair of see-thru underwear?
do i? nah. don't think so.
3. What color is the sky today?
now...DARK BLUE, black?
4. Do you own a classic brown teddy bear?
no
5. Is your favorite holiday christmas?
TOTALLY
6. Is there a candle by you?
no?
7. If you had an iPOD mini, what color would youhave?
black.
8. What song are you listening to?
PERSIS.
9. Is it your favorite song?
kinda
10. How many myspaces have you had?
1
11. Have you ever made a myspace survey?
no
12. Are you wearing any jewlery?
nope
13. Where does your grandma live?
CHINA. lols
14. Do you have family that lives in another state?
many.
15. Do you prefer pen or pencil?
pencil
16. Are you wearing deoderant?
nope.
17. Ever been in an earthquake?
nope.
18. Is your birthday this month?
SADLY, not.
19. Do girls Suck?
nah. considering i am a girl. and yes i ROCK.
20. Are you afraid of the dentist?
hehes. YES
21. Do you know exactly what car you want?
dunno.
22. Have you ever bought something from ebay?
nope.
23. Ever seen "boy meets world"?
yup. boring.
24. Own a locket?
ya
25. Do you like monkeys?
on paper. not in real life.
26. Ever dissected anything?
er no.
27. How many toes do you have?
perfect 10
28. Still play with legos?
no
29. Do you know when easter is?
yups. april
30. Last type of candy you ate?
CHOCOLATE
31. Last time you wrote a note?
yesterday
32. Ever been on a cruise?
yep.
33. Ever gotten pregnant by someone on a cruise ?
no. ewww
34. Dyed your hair?
ya.
35. Like your handwriting?
DEFINITELY.
36. Do you eat?
duh!
37. Are you wearing lotion?
nope
38. Last time you talked on the phone?
just now.
39. Do you know Victoria's Secret?
well, yeah.
40. Are you nice?
DEFINATELY
41. Ever been in love?
yeah. kinda?
42. What were you last halloween?
myself.
44. Ever been to Cuba?
nah.
45. Ever cut yourself shaving?
HAHA. no.
46. Ever owned an exotic pet?
no.
47. Is it your birthday?
i wish i was that lucky.
48. Is it someone elses birthday?
er shouldnt be. or else i'm in trouble.
49. Had a good day?
not bad.
50. How long did this take you?
a few minutes
10:29 PM
Friday, July 14, 2006
A Teacher's First Lessona new teacher walked into class
sat down behind the desk
and waited for students to settle
she took out two sacks
with white and black paper stacks
she passed out paper of white and black
and crayons of the same shade
each student with a black crayon
got a paper with the same darkness
so did all the ones with white
"i want you to draw
the most beautiful thing
you've ever seen"
mouths dropped
eyes widened
students gaped
so they tried
with all their might
to do the task set
the clock hand turned one round
the bell rang aloud
"we shall do this
day after day
until everyone has drawn something"
the teacher declared to no one in particular
so they stared and sighed
at the materials
day after day
week after week.
one term later,
a student turned around
and exchanged his black crayon
with the other student's white one.
the solution began to dawn.
students began to draw.
as she collected the papers,
tears formed in her hazel eyes.
eyes in green, blue and brown.
wated her as she moved down the rows.
then she took out a painter's smock
pulled it over her pantsuit
and produced a painting of colours.
blended to foam a wonderful picture of
amour, paix, joie.
she took out fingerpaints and smeared black all over the painting.
"you gave me hope,
when u realise that
both black and white
are needed
to form a
beautiful picture
it doesnt matter
if u are a
black
or a
white.
both are equally important
when there's racisim
the peace love and joy will be drowned"
comprehension dawned
tears feel free
the students finally understood
the teacher's first lesson
of amere, pace, goicia.
12:50 PM
Wednesday, July 12, 2006
reality check
(1) i'm not despo
(2) i know what i'm doing
(3) you think you know me but you dont. you just want me to help you and be someone you can sms/call whenever you're bored. i'm NOT, for gdness sake, an ENTERTAINMENT CHANNEL thatn u can switch to anytime.
(4) i'm not free to go out whenever you want to.
so maybe life's not as perfect as i thought.
okay i may not be PRO in music. blablabla. just freakingly let me learn piano. you've ALWAYS said "i'm behind you and supporting you always. and i care for you no matter what decision you make"
in fact...
I DONT THINK YOU CARE AT ALL.
who cares?
ya. pls la. i wasnt born yesterday.
i know you'll tell me to grow up.
OH WOW.
u know what?
LOOK WHO'S TALKING?
HYPOCRITE.
its just so fuckingly pissifying. i dont care if you kill me. anyway, thats an open option. OKAY?
just plainly
SHUT UP.
is that so difficult?
do i look like i care whatsoever. sto saying that i look super pissed and sian and ask me to tell u whats wrong. CAUSE read my blog. OKAY? UNDERSTOOD?
something called leave me alone?
-PISSED.
9:23 PM
Monday, July 10, 2006
since i promised some people that i am going to blog and some people have been visiting my blog pretty often so i shall BLOG. yes i will blog.
i really feel that everything has a dream like quality nowadays. no, i'm not in love. but seriously our view of the world is so super limited. today heard a few NJC people talking about how ny girls are all very this very that. why does the public view ny like that. like that we are the definate leaders later on. i admit most of us are creme la de creme ( as ms koh says) but seriously, as far as i dont like to say it, rgs and other schools also have laot of talent. okay thats crap.
another thing is about the geog test today. i realised that many people are super pissed off cause of the fact that mr lim as absent cause he went to track nationals. he promised us that he will go throught before the test blahblahblah. but think about the times when you have promised and yet you dont live up to them. true, mr lim, as a teacher should take more responsibility and incoperate good morals in us. but people are not perfect.
walk a mile in other's shoes before you criticise them. i understand that the test is super difficult and many of us may have failed but we should really try to understand people isnt it? right. and maybe we should all try that. i mean most of us are really talented people.
we can talk, hurt and piss people off simultaneously. okay. so it may be lame whatever. but its so totally true. we piss people off everyday and we are still so ignorant. of whatever we do. oh well too bad then. and i dont care who reads this whatsoever.
annabelle: your "theories" are true. whatever they are, they make sense in a twisted convulted kind of way. yes.
recently,i've decided to change, and its very sudden and very big.but i realised.that changing myselffor others is not worth it.neither is forfieting my life.OR for that matter, anything else.its just NOT WORTH ANYTHING.i totally agree with you.
"Don't Tell Me"
You held my hand and walked me home, I know
Why you gave me that kiss it was something like this it made me go ooh ohh
You wiped my tears, got rid of all my fears, why did you have to go?
Guess it wasn't enough to take up some of my love
Guys are so hard to trust
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl?
The one who gives it all away, yeah
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
You're better off that way
Don't think that your charm and the fact that your arm is now around my neck
Will get you in my pants
I'll have to kick your ass and make you never forget
I'm gonna ask you to stop, thought I liked you a lot, but I'm really upset
Get out of my head get off of my bed yeah thats what I said
Did I not tell you that I'm not like that girl, the one who, throws it all away
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
You're better off that way
This guilt trip that you put me on won't, mess me up I've done no wrong
Any thoughts of you and me have gone away
Did you think that I was gonna give it up to you, this time?
Did you think that it was somethin I was gonna do and cry?
Don't try to tell me what to do,
Dont try to tell me what to say,
You're better off that way
Better off that way
I'm better off alone anyway
i totally agree. okay SORRY but i know its attituded. WHY DO WE ACT SO MUCH. yes. and i will work hard.
i try hard okay? but i cant succeed. okay thats too bad then.
like i care? NO.
just piss off.
do i even have friends? NO.
do i even bother or it is even WORTH caring for?
NO.
and do miracles relaly happen to someone like me?
NO.
and do i stand up for my own opinions?
NO.
and do i fall for everything i see with out even considering ANYTHING?
YES.
why am i like that? do i even deserve this school called NYGHS? is my existence on Earth solely for the reason of causing trouble in other's life and make people stand out more? like what peole siad about HC choir in COSI BELLO. to make ny choir look proer. i dont care. and i dont care if my parents read this and lecture me. you know fully well that i know EVERYTHING that u lecture me on. yes like, I'M SO SORRY FOR EVERYTHING I'VE DONE. WHATSOEVER. sorry that i cant get an avg okay? whatever.
and please dont ask me to relax or anything. i know getting pissed dont make a diff. who cares? i'll just scream my lungs out okay? like anyone cares.
-pissed
6:17 PM
Sunday, July 09, 2006
i dont need your help to succeed. whether you want ot help or not i dont care. i dont need your help. and i will NOT fail. failure is NOT an option. thankyou very much. just PISS OFF. and GO AWAY. i dont need your help/advice/care whatsoever.
this is not directed to anyone in particular but the person shld know himself/herself. and i am not pissed at anyone else.
8:41 PM
Saturday, July 08, 2006
no crap to post le.
A BIG THANKYOU TO ZIYAN AND VALGAY AND CAI FOR ENDURING MY CRAP.okay thats lame. its only 8+ and i think its 10+ LOL. for the first time in my life i didnt have to worry about time.
ITALY WILL BEAT FRANCE. cause its a BEAUTIFUL game.
congrats to the people who performed at cosi bello.
yes and i shall think of more crap to post here.
ciao.
8:50 PM
Thursday, July 06, 2006
when people ask u to "get a life", tell them that you play maple and such games. and that you have ALOT of lives cause u nvr die. so u dont need to get a life.
7:57 AM
Wednesday, July 05, 2006
taking down my blog soon. =)
9:24 PM
Sunday, July 02, 2006
i have a retarded idea. dont know whr i saw it or how i made it up.
When you want to criticise someone, walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you want to criticise them, you are a mile away. AND you have their shoes. okay thats totally retarded. HAHA. but its lame. haha. i didnt know that got people who actually READ my blog. HAHA. hey dont tag. thats why my tag is super dead. thats RANDOM. haha. seriously, i feel that my day is too boring. or at least on-the-com time.
(1) i turn on the comp
(2) wait for it to load while getting my phone
(3) the internet explorer will auto open and will have ALOT of pop ups.
(4) i close ALL hte popups
(5) i on my msn and iTunes to persis
(6) i open my msn and see who's online
(7) then i talk with people. the first one whom i talk to will get thihngs like the above bolded statement. =X. congrats =X
(8) i'll just type
www.blogger.com into the chat cause my internet has a serious prob.
(9) i will blog and look for skins like NOW.
(10) then i shall decided there's no nice skins
(11) then i shall complain ot whoever i'm tlaking to and think of lame nicks. =X
(12) then the person will LOL or ... or =.=
(13) then i will talk crap. as usual.
(14) then someone will sign in with a depressing nick
(15) then i high pressure/fore the person to tell me whats wrong. =X
(16) then i talk psycho stuff
(17) then i shall decided to change my post to something less crappy and more constructive
(18) then my mum will nag at me to go play piano/do work/slp.
(19) i say bye to everyone.
soemthing like that. HAHA. so retarded. this post is retarded. its NOT 100% true DUH. haha. but today got nice skins. i think. not that bad lor. haha. so lame. now ALOT of pop ups. i type 3 letters then 1 pop up. i seriously shld have blogged using note pad.
ARGH. walao. seriously pissed at my comp.
TO MY COMPUTER:
i shall not care about ur pop ups and whatever virus/worm things u have. one day u shall break down and i shall not care either. i shall not use u and use the laptop. =x better WORK PROPERLY. UNDERSTOOD?
=X okay i'm lame. haha. TOMORROW no sch. who want go watch
R.V. and
JUST MY LUCK with me tmr? i know its LAME. haha. go cine. watch RV at 11am and JUST MY LUCK at 1.05pm. i htink its liddat. dunno about tmr's timings. i checked todays and they are liddat. HAHA. its spas. tskktskk. i'm too lame.
you know they got iPod, iTunes, iDesire (OSIM). soon got iTalk. i shall make a iLame or iWalk. which shall be a crap talker HAHA. or CD player la. haha. its stupid i know.
now my hse SUPER noisy le. some stupid thing.
haha today at swimming we were talking about how jay chuo's promouncation was super off. HAHA. then its like "he makes bad lyrics some evern worse". =X no offence. NOT i say one hor. but i agree. =X
-retarded
7:14 PM
Saturday, July 01, 2006
today's funfair was NICE. xP. ALOT of fun and than after cleaning up we (me and val) were super super super high. HAHA.
shall not go into details about the funfair itself. but about cleaning up, val had this great idea to sticking the trail of stars SUPER SUPER SECURE. then we had to pratically CRAWL under the idiot TRUCK that was CONVIENTLY parked on TOP of the stars la. one star under the wheel. one star UNDERNEATH it. walao. okay that was LAME. then its like val's SECURE STAR was super difficult to get out. then we were like SCRAPING the grd le lor. =.=lll.
so retarded. then we went ripping down posters of our class.so the places we looked are inside the lift, behind EVERY SINGLE arrow and on top of EVERY dustbin and in the toilet. IN THE GUYS TOILET HAVE ONE OKAY. our bright idea to paste behind everyarrow was LAME. cause the 113 signs were HOUNDED by our posters. LOL. then the mummy drawing of the 210 one also. SUPER RETARDED. then when we were pasting in the lift we were screaming down there. OPEN CLOSE. =.=llll so retarded. LOL. okay nvm.
TODAY WAS FUN yay.
-high
8:05 PM